happiness is...

when you completely failed at something you've worked hard for and you dreamed for, you couldn't feel happy enough...

its weird...but logically true (i guess)

when you are working hard to fulfilled the scope of work

when you are struggling to meet the deadlines

when you are striving to convey the accurate data 

when you have programmed yourself to dedicate your life to achieve your goal in a hard way

that is when you neglect the mental and spiritual needs of yourself

in short...you doesn't have a life dude...

our life revolves not only works...family, friends, colleagues, society...world

when you decide to dedicate everything only to you WORK...then you have not allocate time for any others to interfere...

that is when you disconnect yourself from the world

you have family that could be your crying shoulder and always be there come hell or high water...

you have your friends who could always be a company when you are lonely

you have the world to explore...to discover...

are you playing your part in any of those? and returning the favours for them?
if not...then stop living you own life and start playing your parts to your family and friends...

that is why...when you are completely failed in something that you've worked hard for, you couldn't feel happy enough...

keep on smiling...rizqi is from Allah the Almighty...

He might give you something better...be positive to His plan to you

this messege in specifically to remind myself...who have resigned and have no job after this...