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setelah 2 thn, br smpi post ke-100

dan utk kali ni, mahu tulis pasal

THING I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE

1. Hmm...actually nk tour Europe

2. Sambung and complete my PhD (i.A)

3. Bawa my parents gi Aussie

4. Sponsor baju raya for the whole family, during full house of course

5. To have a wedding celebration like i used to imagine (no big ceremony, just kenduri doa selamat and makan-makan kecik-kecik saje)

nampak cam lame habisan, semuanya achievable...sangat tak mencabar minda...

well, i've left everything mencabar minda after i see my parents living alone, only two of them in a house, how lonely and pathetic that can be, but they are always happy...

i'll never make them felt like being left, abandoned...

so, my list mostly revolve around family...

okay, no 1. nak tour Europe...

ni lah satu-satunya wish yang selfish...

hehehehehehe...memang keinginan dari dulu...

no.2 sambung and complete my PhD

saya tak de intention untuk sambung blaja lagi...seriously...

tapi, i know my mom always wanted one of her child to get highest level of education, she always hope that one of us could achieved all that she couldn't get during her time...

and i'm the only one who's near enough to get that...

n0.3 bawa my parents g aussie

Australia is a nice place to visit...

banyak tempat menarik...

and sangat rugi if my parents x visit any of those places...

just nk bagi diorang rasa best...seronok...dpt jugak tgk negara org...

no. 4 sponsor baju raya untuk the whole family during full house

you know, raya in my parent's house is not the same as you all punya raya

biasanya saya blk malam raya (hehehehehe, durhaka sungguh), then bw sekali bekalan kuih raya...

and sampai2 rumah je biasanya akan isi ketupat, masak rendang and kemas-kemas rumah

and the raya first or second, baru my bro balik...

then second, third, fourth and the rest raya is just like ordinary days for us

so...bila full house (my bro and sis balik raya), saya teringin mahu rasa raya yang sangat meriah...

teringin sangat...huhuhuhu...

walaupun hanya mampu menyumbang sehelai baju raya untuk semua orang, itu sudah cukup...

no.5 to have wedding celebration yg simple je

you know, jadi anak bongsu ni agak susah sebab you have to be one step higher than ur bro and sis

like me, if my bro was a teacher, i should at least be a lecturer

if my sister is an assistant engineer, i should be the engineer

so, living up the the expectation is quite exhausting...

the only things left to me is my wedding (since everyone dh kawen,hehehehehe)

honestly, saya tak mahu hantaran yang melampau banyak (gaya cam menjual diri, no no no)

and majlis yang grand dengan goody bag yang sgt byk dan mahal and souvenir yang macam-macam...

enough menghabiskan duit already

i know my wedding takkan ramai sangat friends yang datang, jauh kan...

so wat majlis akad nikah, kenduri doa selamat, sudah cukup...

cukup memberitahu semua orang saya dah kawen...hehehehehe

tapi...mesti banyak objection...my sister mesti bising giler...

tak masuk lagi keluarga dan kaum kerabat lain

well, this is the only thing i couldn't live up to your standard okay...the only one...

utk majlis belah lelaki, sukahati dia la...dia banyak duit dia buatlah besar2, saya tak terbabit...semua expenses guna duit kau kan, pepandai la...

so cik fa...

amacam, lain tak hehehehehe...